More you search inside, more you find him.

There are two parallel worlds which keep running. One is inside us and one is outside us. One which is present outside us is physical world and we are limited by physical possibilities in that world. We are taught everything from physical perspective. Believing in God, worshiping him, people around us, planes around us and whatever we see, feel, touch or let's say whatever we experience from our outwards physical senses is the experience of this physical world. Now, whatever is taught is not wrong. It cannot be. If it has been running for ages and people are experiencing it, it cannot be wrong. If it would have been wrong, it would have ended long back.

So if someone says, there is a God sitting somewhere that is also true. But the question is how far you can go in this physical plane to find God or what the truth is. Because along with the physical experiences, we are also given a power to experience a world which is beyond physical possibilities.  Which is not bound by time, place and what we sense. It’s always there in our senses. We can close our eyes and we can experience whatever we want to experience. However, we just have to detach ourselves from our physical reality in that case because then we are entering into new reality. It’s like when we are living in physical reality; we are detached from inner reality, so when we enter into inner reality, we need to get detached from outer reality. Once we have experienced both, our both realities become one because after that we can realize there was never a difference.

I closed my eyes and I felt a tomb of light over me. It started spreading inside me and then I saw one more gate opening and then another gate opening. Then I wanted to feel that I am bathing in Golden light and then I wanted to feel that I am loved by God and I am with God. The moment I decided to experience that, I could feel a wave of love inside me which brought immense peace and happiness. I am not sure if I can put that in words. Just with my decision, I could gain that experience which means it was already waiting for me to explore. So if you decide that a God from outside should come and listen to you, you create same reality for you. If you want to experience that you are already with the God then you create same reality.

We are unable to reach to the state because we have not decided to reach to that state. If I can experience, anyone else can also experience. If just with one experience, you can experience God's love, you can experience anything. However, you need to decide if you want to experience that. You do not have to depend on the physical experience for same, because that experience is just in this physical world and that is not real you. The one which you experience inside is the real you which makes you realize that there has never been a difference between you and God otherwise, with just one decision you would not reach him.

So more you wait, more you search outside, more you go away from him. More you look inside and more you decide in now, more you find him in now.